Breast Implant Removal: Stories

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My Breast Implant Removal Journey - St. Louis, MO

It has been 10 days since my decision for breast...

It has been 10 days since my decision for breast implant removal and I am confident in saying that I definitely made the right decision. My story leading up to this decision is one that I am sure you will agree on: I'm 46-years old and had silicone implants 22-years ago size 325 cc.

I had them replaced with saline as I found out that my left implant had ruptured. No one knew how long it had been like that, I was just told that it was a slow leak. I went with larger implants, size 475 cc and 3 months after my new implant surgery, I developed a most painful capsular contracture in that very same side and had to undergo surgery again. 8 months later, the same thing happened again. It has been so painful.

My left side was completely hard as a brick. I haven't been able to lay prone or sleep on my side for 3 years because of it. I was completely fed up with having them and started searching for surgeons. My friend referred me to a surgeon and I scheduled a consultation right away. The only concerns we had was that I was so petite, (size 0) and my implants were very large, AND having them for 22-years was a worry of mine concerning deformity, saggy droopy skin.

I am a group fitness trainer, have always been in fitness and eat very healthy. My doctor said that it showed and that he thought the results would be promising. He opted to do the most minimalist of surgery, no mastopexy and no lift. To re-iterate, it has been 10 days since my removal and my doctor is still shocked at how a woman with such a small frame as I have, could ever hold such large, implants of 475 cc.

Now, I do say that I've had 3 1/2 years to contemplate having this done with a lot of reading up and educating myself on this procedure. I knew that I could be deformed as tiny as I am. I knew that having implants for so long causes muscle atrophy and a diminishing of existing breast tissue, and I have experienced a little of both. HOWEVER, my results are astounding! Yes, I am probably a 30AA but I'm so glad and happy at what my doctor has accomplished for me. I've been given a second chance to get myself healthy, feeling better AND I don't have to worry about brick hard, encapsulated foreign objects in my chest any longer.

I had my second follow up last Friday, April 13 and did find that my breast tissue on each side was buckling a bit, so we are taping them up and keeping my chest bound with a tight fitting bandeau velcro girdle. Every time I shower and look at the area, I am seeing improvement in the puckering. I am so very glad that I did it. I plan to go through a cleansing detox six weeks from now to make sure I can rid any toxins from my body and can't wait to get back to the gym and train again.

The pros are: I get my life back, plan to be healthier and enjoy my life pain-free for once. The cons, if you can consider this one: No implants for me. I am a size 30AA and have lost a considerable amount of breast tissue BUT my husband is so thankful that I'm feeling better and to him that all that matters. I'm thankful that I have a husband that loves me so much that appearance has never really mattered to him. I hope my story can help those that are contemplating the same procedure. Everyone's case scenario is different and it's important to get a doctor who is willing to go over everything with you before hand. You will have to take these things under consideration: How large your implants are, your present size, how long you've had your implants, if you need mastopexy or lift afterwards at a later time, etc. Good Luck to those who consider this procedure. I did it and will never regret it!

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My Doctor: Jeffrey G. Copeland, MD

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Since this procedure is considered cosmetic, most insurances will not pay.

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starregirl 23 Apr 2013

Hi Ladies, I am getting my implants out in 8 days after 1 year of serious consideration. My doctor has suggested that I get needle aspiration done first to drain the saline fluid and see how my skin reacts to the deflation of the implant. He said this is a simple and non-invasive procedure and buys me time to get used to my new (real) body and make some decisions with a clear mind. Does anyone have experience with needle aspiration? Is it painful? I am freaking out!

my true self 31 Aug 2012
I am So glad I found this site! I just decided 2 days ago to have my implants removed. I got online to find a doctor and to start my research for the removal of my implants when I found this site. I am sure I want them gone and its so nice to know I'm not alone in this. Its very scary but I need them out. I haven't felt comfortable with my body since I got them. I let a boyfriend talk me into getting them. I was happy with my little perky breasts. I can't wait to be me again. I'm so excited about that. I pray that I can find the right doctor who wil be careful and do his best to make me look as normal as possible. Thank you all for sharing your stoires.
evalu 13 Jun 2012
Thank you so much.....your reply made me cry! But, I good cry :)
I'll keep you updated. I can't wait to stop thinking about my breast.....it's so stupid that it consumes my thoughts!
Again, thanks!
committed to stay fit 13 Jun 2012
Dont u worry!! U R beautiful!!!! It's your integrity and character that makes u who U R, not a man-made bag of water under ur skin! Just try not to preconcieve what u think ur outcome should look like....one day at a time:)
evalu 12 Jun 2012
One more thing I forgot to say.....the original reason I got the implants 17 yrs ago) was because after having my son, my breast were just very empty/saggy. I loved my first set of implants......thy were small and natural looking. But, after 10 yrs the left one just got hard feeling (my PS at the time said that it just got a capsule around it the began to squeeze it, which is why it felt hard). My PS suggested I exchange them and that I needed to go up in size a bit......I should not ace listened to him. I actually started crying prior to bring rolled into surgery and told him I changed my mind and I just wanted them out completely.....he told me I was bing rediculas and I would look like I had a dbl mastectomy ifi got them taken out and not replaced. So, I said ok and let him do it. I have hated myself for 7 yrs for doing this to myself!
committed to stay fit 12 Jun 2012
I am so sorry for the horrible experience that you had. We really do have similar stories don't we?! I sure hope that you have found another doctor instead of the the one described above. He sounded very uncaring. I did not have anything done except have the implants removed. I did not have the capsules or any scar tissue removed. My PS said the same thing on not having anything done until approx. 6 months down the road. It takes every bit of that time to further heal on the inside and things to settle. There are a lot of things at work; collagen needs to form, etc. If you have any doubt in your physician's abilities AND/OR uncomfortable with lack of bedside manner, you have every right to a second and third opinion. This was a huge decision for me and I did not hesitate to go through as many consults as needed to find someone I was comfortable with AND trust. I have been through so much yuck because of those implants that I wanted to make sure I never had to deal with any further mess. My first consult was two years ago with a PS that I did not like at all. He tried to convince me that I would look deformed and be saggy and told me that I would definitely want new implants in. I was specific in saying that that was not what I wanted and he got very belligerent after. He said, "well if that's what you want, I can stick a needle in right here and deflate them and you can see what they'll look like right now." Needless to say our conversation ended and I left! It took me till this past April to find Dr. Copeland and I'm sooooo glad I was patient. He is a LISTENING surgeon who is very compassionate and treats me like a person, not a number! I am sooo sorry to hear of your disheartening story. I don't care if you are seconds from going into that operating room. If you have a change of heart and you are not at peace with a procedure that is about to take place, you have every right to withdrawal. It may be at a financial expense since the room is already set up for that procedure but make sure ALL your questions, doubts and fears are taken care of before you commit. I was a AA before I had children. My implants brought me up to a B-cup. I really didn't have any sagging after my two kiddos. 6 years ago I found that my left breast seemed to be getting smaller and found that I had a silicone leak, no one can be sure of how long it was leaking; some say probably a couple of years! When I did re-implant, I did go bigger like you, to a D-cup. As previously stated, I suffered a capsular contracture shortly after and had to have surgery again. The SAME thing happened again and I decided I was done! Everybody's case is different as to how and what needs to be done in order to look "normal" after explantation. Elasticity of the breast tissue will determine whether or not you will sag, as well as many other factors. EVALU: Do not hate yourself any longer! It's just not fruitful to beat yourself up over something that you can fix:) Let's be positive. I am 2-months post op and see subtle changes in my healing journey every day. I'm a bit asymmetrical but isn't everyone naturally anyway? My left side is just a tiny bit bigger than my right, (we're talking millimeters), HOWEVER, I feel great! My energy level is phenomenal, I feel healthy AND i've started a cleansing detox regimen to try to rid my body of the horrible toxins that the silicone leak has left me with. Yes, I do regret the day I I ever had implants BUT this is a new day, and I am sooooo happy.
committed to stay fit 12 Jun 2012
Hi Eval! It's been two months since my surgery and i'm doing GREAT! Im still getting my left side aspirated periodically which my doc says is probably due to my very active lifestyle. Other than that, i will not need a lift, dont need a mastopexy and am SOOOOO very happy! I am flat as a board but let me tell you that i think i look pretty darn HOT...if i do say myself:), (hee hee). Im an A-cup now and just bought the cutest bright coral colored bandaeu bikini top with fringes all in the front!!! I do have a very small amount of puckering but my doc said it can be easily fixed right in the office with a local anesthetic. Eva you need to express all your concerns to your PS; especially needing to know his opinion on if you need a lift or not. My doc saw how small i was and also saw that i didnt have any breast tissue and thought that a lift would not be necessary. I trusted his wisdom and he was right. Now im not sure what size you were before your implants, if you've had children and if/what child-bearing has left your existing state, and age has done. All these factors,among other things, play a part in your post op appearance. Please dont be scared or worry....you should be comfortable enough with your doctor to have him console you with answers to your questions. Moreover, you have a wonderful family of support right here on this sight to encourage and pray for you! I am keeping you in my prayers for a successful, fast-healing surgery! If there is ANYTHING we can talk to each other about, please dont hesitate!
evalu 12 Jun 2012
That's great news! It helps me not be so nervous hearing how well your doing. Thank you for getting back to me. My I ask you more questions please.....did you have your capsules and/or your scar tissue removed? I've been reading so much and it seems many woman are saying thatveven if your implants are not leaking (which mine are not) the capsule and scar tissue should be removed.....I'm getting confused! My doc said that because I am not leaking, he suggest to just take implants out and not any scar tissue and/or caspsule. He also said he didn't think I would need a lift, but if I did want a lift it s something I should wait at least 6 months to get one (too see for sure if I really desire one after all is done and healed). I was a loose small size B cup prior to my first surgery, and a full C afterwards (17 yrs ago). Then 7 yrs ago, I had them replaced with a full size D implant (because my left one got hard). I know I'm going to be so flat, saggy and just completely empty.....but, I want these hard, heavy things out of me ASAP!!! I have wanted them out since my second surgery, that's 7 yrs!!! I read your post and thought "What am I waiting for?".
evalu 12 Jun 2012
Thank you, thank you so much for sharing your story!!!!!! Our implant history and age are similar, and your story has very much has helped me make a decision. I saw my PS today, and have made an appt today to have mine removed ten days from now! I am so scared but looking forward to having these stupid things out of me! Please tell me, did you have a lift when your implants were removed? If not, do you think you will get one? Also, has the 'puckering' gone away? I appreciate your help. Thank you again! ~Eva
evalu 12 Jun 2012
Thank you, thank you so much for sharing your story!!!!!! Our implant history and age are similar, and your story has very much has helped me make a decision. I saw my PS today, and have made an appt today to have mine removed ten days from now! I am so scared but looking forward to having these stupid things out of me! Please tell me, did you have a lift when your implants were removed? If not, do you think you will get one? Also, has the 'puckering' gone away? I appreciate your help. Thank you again! ~Eva
Sgfit 8 May 2012
Thank you for your words. I just HATE the fact I have implants and cant even feel.confortable in my own skin. I dibt want people being attracted to me w. Them cause its not me :(
committed to stay fit 7 May 2012
I certainly will keep you in prayer free2bme! It really is such an emotional roller coaster isn't it?! You'll be just fine AND don't worry about what others have. My sister has implants also and I think she looks wonderful! I don't envy her because I know that they're not for everyone. I will be 5 weeks post op tomorrow and I'm soooo happy! I know I'll be taking less trips to the massage therapists because of my body trying to hold implants that were way too big for me. Nope! the next massage I get will one that I'll truly enjoy for fun and not to try to be pain-free!
free2bme 7 May 2012
Committed to stay fit-Thank you so much for your words of support! I, like Adjan am going to explanted in 2 days! I have had implants for 1 1/2 yrs....ps did a wonderful job...but ultimately I've never been comfortable actually living with them. Funny enough...as other women have mentioned, I was more comfortable wearing certain clothes in my old 32A's! I have to admit...the emotional roller coaster of this decision can be exhausting! I fluctuate between excitement of "just being me again" to wondering if I'll succumb to "boob envy." Ultimately...my pros outweigh the cons of explanting...so in I go on 5/9. I would love any and all prayers for a calm heart :) I just love that I have found this forum and can chat with other ladies going through the same thing that I am. Thanks!
Sgfit 7 May 2012
Ctsf.... How can I get your confidence :( I havd wanted my implants out since I got them but I grew to dislike.my small preop breasts before I got implants...im scared I will still hate them. its only been 7 monthz.
committed to stay fit 7 May 2012
Sgfit.....YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL regardless of what's on your chest. I'm not sure why you're wanting your implants out after seven months, but I had mine for 22 years and the last 4 years were nothing but pain, complications and misery. I've had three attempted surgeries in the last four years to try to fix things but to no avail. So, Sgfit, I've had four years to emotionally get used to the idea that what I did WAS the best decision for me. Don't think that I wasn't fearful, apprehensive, and full of doubt. All those emotions ran through my mind. But you know what, I began filling my mind with positive things AND I even found BEAUTIFUL famous women who are flat-chested to lift me up. Oh My Goodness! There are gobs and gobs of examples of gorgeous women who are sexy just like you!!! Keira Knightley is very tiny, and Sgfit, I'm now smaller than her! There's Kate Moss, Gwyneth Paltrow, Natalie Portman, Zoe Saldana AND my favorite Zhang Ziyi-she's asian like me. I try to find people that I respect or admire in beauty and that helps me relate to my situation. And who said that you HAD to fill a blouse to be sexy?!!!! I saw what the above mentioned actresses wear and I said, "I can look that good too!" I bought this really cool button down shirt with a really cool collar....you can have more fun being able to unbutton more buttons to show more skin that the worry of showing too much of the "girls"! So you see Sgfit, it's all a state of mind and a choice that we make to say, "I choose to be happy with my situation!" God has created us all different shapes and sizes and it's US that puts ourselves in a box to where we feel like we should look like everyone else. If you have straight hair, you wished you had curls, if your skin is too white, you wish you had more of a tan, your eyes are brown and ya wish you had blue....it goes on and on. No! I choose to love who I am and refuse to be identified by anything other than that! YOU SGFIT are BEAUTIFUL. Let the love you have for yourself show! You are complete, whole and perfect regardless of what you decide with your implants.
committed to stay fit 3 May 2012
Hi Adjan, I did not have capsulectomies and am doing very well. I'm a size 28 around now BUT I am totally okay with it. I just feel like God has given me a second chance at being happy with who I am originally. I have never felt better about myself AND I don't need foreign objects under my skin to identify who I am. Yes, I am teeny tiny, itsy bits, BUT I am healthy and loving every minute of it. Please don't worry Adjan. If you have every confidence in your doctor and his abilities, you'll be just fine. Always ask your doctor any and all questions before your surgery so he can help give you peace of mind. We are all praying and rooting for you!
Adjan 29 Apr 2012
I have my surgery in 11 days and am desperately trying to weigh up whether to have capsulectomy with the procedure as well? have a contracture on the right side.I too had very little breasts pre implant and went up to a c cup post implant but they have sagged and now a DD. Did you have capsulectomies? The surgeon seems reluctant to do mine as said i could lose more of my own breast tissue? Would appreciate any help!!
Angiemcc (Community Manager) 18 Apr 2012

You have a great attitude, and I'm sure you're an inspiration for others!

Angiemcc (Community Manager) 17 Apr 2012

Thank you SO MUCH for sharing your story with this. I'm thrilled it was such a success for you!

committed to stay fit 18 Apr 2012
No, thank you Angie for the honor of hopefully helping others THROUGH sharing! Im still a work in progress being two weeks post op, however i will remain nothing but positive through my journey:). God bless

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