“Should I Worry About What Others Say/think? - Springfield, MA”

Ok so I had them done. I never thought about getting implants, was pretty happy with the size I was. Problem is I was heavier then, started training then lost a lot of weight for figure competitions. With that said, lost my boobs too. As time went on I didn't think much of it but I really started hating the fact that they looked like pieces of skin on my chest and never wanted to take my bras off. I even stopped wearing sports bras at the gym. So I finally went to a consult and got them done. I was a 34b and went to a 34c high profile 330cc breast implant.

After the surgery I was very sore and my chest felt extremely tight, I wasn't happy because they looked so high and a little deformed. I did go under the muscle so I knew that the tightness would eventually go away. I had to take percocets for the first 2 days, especially to sleep but ny the 3rd I was ok.

Now it has been a week and a day, and the tightness and soreness is much, much better. I am a little sore and the incisions are a little sore but nothing unbearable. They have started to go down some and the swelling has gone down a lot. They are starting to look and feel like my own. So now this is my only concern...

I avidly go to the gym, actually I go every day. I see my friends there and it's a small gym so I pretty much know all the regulars. Why am I so concerned that everyone will notice when they see me? Wasn't that the point of getting them done, so I could look and feel better? I feel so self-conscious of all of a sudden. Like if I am going to be judge and talked about. Only my close friends know about my surgery but it is noticeable since I was so tiny before. Should I even worry? My friend says no, and that people will talk anyways. I need to get this out of my head because I love the way I look! Comments would be greatly appreciated!