So I choose a PS about a month ago and things have not been going so smooth. My first consult I felt comfortable but now I'm not sure how to feel. A girl that I use to work with actually works at this office now. What a small world right. But anyways So I first picked 370 silicone and signed paid etc. Then I change my mind and want saline instead after thinking more about it. So I go back in to sign papers stating that I am switching to saline etc. My PS comes in and rushes it , says to the girl I use to work with give me the 330 and slapped it on my chest and said this is good because you barely have any breast tissue. So I didn't know what to say but um I can't go bigger because I originally picked 370 and she said no you can't and get dressed and sign here etc. So I was rushed out and so upset and crying on the way home. So I let a week go by and finally decided to call the PS office to ask more questions. Oh I forgot to mention when I switched she told me they changed my surgery date so I had to wait another 3 weeks.
So I go in the other day and asks why she choose 330 instead of the 370 I originally picked she got an attitude and says to me why are you asking all the same questions. I was standing there with no top on feeling ashamed and dumb for asking questions. She said to me we have talked about all of this and we actually did not because I didn't know what profile I was getting and if she planned on overfilling the saline implants or nothing. So I asked theses questions and it made her annoyed to the point she said to me I might have to reschedule your surgery date again because you don't trust me and your not sure what you want!!!!! When I know exactly what I want and she and her assistants are the ones being rude and not being clear about things. At this last consult I asked about the supplements I got and before the girl I know didn't say anything about taking antibiotics 3 days before surgery. The girl there that day told me to take them 3 days before my surgery. I was very confused so I called them today scared lol and she said not to take them til after surgery. I feel like I'm not getting what I asked for and stuck because I already paid it full in cash. I'm waiting to see if they are going to call me tom. to let me know what time my surgery is on Monday. I am very sad and this experience wasn't suppose to be like this. ...... I have saved this money up for so long and been wanting this surgery for like forever lol and now I'm not sure If I am even getting it or what :(
Any way my stats are I am about 5'2 maybe 5'3 and weigh alot lol 140 lbs I am pear shaped and I wear a 34A but don't even fill it out lol. Very small breast :( I will have to post pics
Updated June 27, 2012:
I am now 3 days post op. The day of surgery I was so nervous and excited at the same time. I couldn't believe I was actually doing it finally after all these years of wanting to get me some boobies. I already had experienced not the best start off to this journey with my PS and she of course showed up an hour late for my surgery. My surgery was at 6Am and she was an hour late. I just waited on the bed ready to go. She shows up in good spirits and attitude but has laryngitis (however that's spelled) but yeah.
Than I woke up from surgery in pain and very groggy. It was just painful in the chest area, I couldn't sit up or move my arms. I am getting better now that it is the third day. Still sore and need help sitting up. When I laugh it hurts so bad oh and when I ice with the frozen peas to. I stopped icing cause it hurts. I haven't taken off the bra yet because i'm scared i will mess up the tape over the incision areas. The swelling seems to be getting better. I hope the size doesn't go down much more though. I ended up getting a 300 saline implant filled to 350 and 355 in the other, under the muscle with moderate profile. I hope they look good when I do see them. I hope to be at least a full C (fingers crossed). I haven't even seen them but I am happy I did this. My PS surgeons office called me to check up on me and sent me a signed card in the mail. But anyways, my belly is so bloated it's crazy lol. I will post more pics for now here is some from the past few days.