I never thought I would want any plastic surgery...
I never thought I would want any plastic surgery on my body. I've always had small boobs and a bit of a thick middle (it's my body shape), but I was always fine with both overall... then..*ENTER THE IMPACT OF CHILDBEARING AND NURSING.* I had all 3 of my kids before I was 30, each two years apart, and nursed all 3 pretty much for a year each. After all of the pregnancies and nursing, my boobs completely, utterly deflated; they almost look concave on my chest. I always wanted 4 children, but for a number of reasons, 3 will be the final number. I didn't get much of a chance to exercise regularly until all of the kids were in school, and I've been doing bootcamp and running for the past year and a half. I eat pretty healthy 80% of the time, and for a little while I was eating super clean. It was only during those super clean eating times that I would just start to see my waist trim down a bit. I felt like eating that way felt imprisoning, and decided I didn't want to live that way. I went for my very first consult with Dr. Bermudez back in October 2013, just to entertain the idea of surgery just for a breast aug, and ended up really liking my experience with him and his patient coordinator, Annalee. I didn't set my date until May 2014 because I wanted to finish off the holidays and plan enough time off from work. I also decided to add on lipo to cut down on additional future hospital fees, and I've heard the recovery time won't add too much on to the recovery from the augmentation. I saw another doctor in San Mateo County, who offered a slightly lower overall cost (the hospital fees are lower than the facility that Dr. Bermudez is associated with), and their office was great too, but I felt more comfortable with Dr. Bermudez. Another nice thing is that Annalee has never pressured me to set a date or pay my deposit immediately. So...I have exactly a month until the big day! My husband, I would say, is neutrally supportive. He was initially a bit against it, as he is happy with me the way I am (or at least my body haha), but he is coming around to empathizing with my perspective, if not necessarily agreeing. I am going with Sientra mod profiles, 280 CCs (I may go a little bigger), and have already picked up all my meds. I will update for my pre-op or any changes/thoughts I might need to share.
Don't Feel Like Explaining
Let my bootcamp trainers know via email that I would need to put a freeze on my membership for a couple of months due to a "medical procedure" that would keep me out for at least 6-8 weeks. I left that purposely vague not thinking they would prod, but nope, I got an email response saying the membership freeze would be fine, but asking what my procedure would be, "if I don't mind" them asking.
I chose not to respond, and I'm not sure I will, mostly because I don't feel like explaining/defending myself to someone if they don't personally agree with plastic surgery...which I think is the case a good amount of time. Maybe the question came from a place of genuine concern, but even then I'd like to preserve my right to some privacy. One of my very best friends got a BA when we were pretty young, about 20 yrs old I think, and she pretty much told 2 people, me and the friend that drove her home. She went through the whole recovery process completely alone and thinking back, I wish I had known that I could have been more supportive. On the other hand, she also avoided a lot of questions and no one else ever suspected she had gotten the procedure done.
Pre-Op Today...I'm really doing this.
Went over the Sientra chart with Dr. Bermudez doctor and I decided to go moderate profile 305 CCs given my chest width. I really appreciate that he hasn't tried to sway me with any of my decisions...he provides well-informed opinions and presents me with the best options possible. We went over how the whole she-bang process will go, as well as what I should expect from post-op recovery. I can't believe I won't be able to shower or bathe for 3 days. Ugh. But I do like the idea of the pain pump, even though the idea of pulling out the catheters from my body is a little strange.
Made my anesthesia payment as well as surgeons fees. The hospital fees are pretty steep, sort of expected from this hospital group (California Pacific Med Centers), but I'll get hit up for those in a couple of weeks.
Life Craziness Pre-Op
Knowing that I will be out of commission for a week is freaking me out a little bit - other than the 3 kids, job and house, I take care of a parent with Alzheimer's, and as an only child, I'm responsible for all of the major decisions. So I'm trying to handle doctor appointments, prescriptions being filled, room getting cleaned - and none of it even my own! Then there's all the stuff for kids and household. My husband does things on such a do-only-needed basis, it is making me nervous that he won't be really prepared for this much time with me not available to do much. On one hand, I'm getting discouraged because of the idea that I have too many responsibilities to do something like an elective surgery. On the other hand, it makes me think that I deserve something that will be just for me. Did my phone pre-registrations with the hospital yesterday, another step toward the reality that I'm really doing this. Surreal.
Post Op pics
Felt so gross immediately post-op, mostly nausea, even though the nurses said is been given 4 kinds of nausea meds. I didn't actually vomit though, so I'm guessing that's a sign that all those meds worked. The nurses at the hospital, all of the staff, were really nice, from admissions, to prep, then recovery. I felt very well attended to, which I didn't totally expect since I wasn't actually sick.
Got home and just slept a lot. I didn't need to take any additional pain meds, and only took 1 pain pill right before I went to bed, to get ahead of the pain more than needing it right away. I think the pain pump is great in that aspect; definitely require taking less pills. I also like that the meds are focused on the areas needed and not having to go through my whole system.
I noticed I am more stiff and sore immediately after trying to get up from sleeping or when I've been laying or sitting around for a long time. Getting up and walking around the house is pretty helpful.
The lipo sites are pretty tender and swollen, and the girdle and foam are definitely nice for holding it all in.
The boobs -- I'm really happy with how they're looking so far. A really good fit for my chest, especially the width. The mod profile will be perfect too. I was afraid of looking bulky since I have a broad back, but I now see that won't be the case.
Itching, chafing and noisy kids
Got itching & hives, apparently from bromelain and arnica supplements that I'd been taking (got them from my surgeon to take 3 days pre-op and 7 days post). I hadn't had a reaction to them previously, though, but doctor said to stop taking and take Benadryl as needed.
The itching and chafing underneath the compression girdle has been horrible. I switched back to the bra I got post-op because the Marena one was cut smaller around the armholes and irritating my armpit skin, and cut out a section of a thin cotton shirt to place between my skin and the garment - seems to be helping right now.
I took a very slow stroll one block around my neighborhood yesterday evening, since moving around helps relieve the soreness. I'm going to try not taking any Percocet today.
Husband and kids will be gone at church, which will be nice so I can have some real peace and quiet. I feel guilty not wanting to hang put with them while they're at home, but other than the day of surgery, when I locked my room, I haven't had a good amount of time for real rest.
Swelling of left breast, Percocet allergy
Yesterday was great - I removed the pain pump, took a shower and managed to (carefully) be out and about. My rash was still present, so I made an urgent care appt. with my primary physician today. I had stopped taking all meds. Well, my left breast got very painful and swollen. I tried 650 mg of acetaminophen and ice, but it didn't work, so I took a Percocet. The Percocet relieved the pain, but I felt nauseous and had a lingering headache, and my primary physician (who is pretty well versed with allergies) told me it was likely the Percocet that was causing the rash. Ugh, what a setback! Now waiting for a Dilaudid prescription and trying to drink lots of water to flush out the Percocet. I feel like crap and now thinking I overdid it yesterday.
Post Op yesterday/Being Inactive is Driving Me Nuts
A friend drove me to my post-op yesterday, it was nice to have female adult company and talk openly about my surgery and just laugh and chat. The appointment went well, the swelling in my left breast isn't a hematoma and my recovery, other than the rash, is going as planned. Anti-inflammatory prescribed to help with both the rash and swelling, and a prescription for acetaminophen with codeine instead of the Percocet and Dilaudil. (I found out that Dilaudil is hydromorphone/pure synthetic heroin....holy cow. Inspired me to re-watch Drugstore Cowboy).
Being inactive is driving me insane, but I definitely don't have the energy to resume all my daily living activities. Me and husband went to brunch, and I walked over to Anthropologie hoping to browse. Unfortunately, the 2 block walk plus the 80 degree weather didn't bode well with me, and I spent most of my time at the store sitting on a couch and flipping through the Alexa Chung book. My appetite has been reduced to less than half of what I usually eat, since I'm not generating enough activity for greater corresponding calorie intake. I can't believe it's only been a week.