Country girl ready for Hollywood shape

I'm feeling nervous, excited, anxious, happy,...

I'm feeling nervous, excited, anxious, happy, sad, fearful and every other emotion to be expected after booking the date. My biggest fear is the recovery struggle. While waiting for my preop appt today I overheard a girl screaming in pain while getting her post op massage and draining...I was ready to walk out. Thinking "what the f*ck am I about to commit to?...am I this desperate for a better shape? Should I just commit to a trainer and maybe a solid year of exercise?" All these thoughts on why I was doing this ran thru my head, but my answer to myself stayed the same "I want it, no exercise is going to give me what is not in my genetic plan...this spongebob body is hereditary, f*ck it, I'm in!"

Hit my first speed bump, sickle cell trait. The Dr. Is first requiring me to get a full medical clearance to insure I'm not high risk for complications during surgery. Thanks to months of reading real self and researching, i knew to mention my sickle cell trait to the doc. He immediately expressed concern and insisted i get clearance from my personal physician. If they give me the green light then the journey officially begins. For now, my deposit is in, my date is booked, and I am a ball of mixed emotions but so ready for my new body.

Lipo simulator app wish pics

Playing around with this app to figure out my desired size...pretty cool.

Anxious...

My appt for bloodwork and physical are next week. My biggest fear is that the slightest warning comes back and I won't be able to have surgery. I want that shape badly but not at the cost of risking my life.

My boyfriend is still on a roller coaster. Supportive but then there are signs that jealously and insecurities will kick in. He's kinda possessive when it comes to low cut tops that show a lot of cleavage, always asking me to pull my tanks up or "cover up" but at the same time makes positive comments about "being bikini ready" for our trip in the fall.

I'm also having baby urges...like wanting to have a baby within a year or two. Unsure if this will be a waste if so. The girl in the dr. Office had a child after lipo and she bounced back beautifully.

I'm really all over the place. But if I get the green light from the lab work and physician I'm still going thru with it.

I guess this emotional roller coaster is normal when approaching any major change in life. *sigh*

Cleared for surgery!

Bloodwork came back fine, so I'm cleared, paid in full and scared as hellll! The reviews I read all say the first 3-4 days are awfully painful.

I'm confused about size. I don't want a huge ass, just some natural roundness, my main concern is my mid section. My waist and fat around my hip bones and lower back are what I need most. But I'm told if I tell the doc not to put a lot of fat in my bottom it will be flat and worse. What is a good amount of cc's for a natural behind?

Change of plans

So my job here in DE is sending me back home to VA. The position i opted for here was a contract term but the company did not renew, thankfully i can get my old spot back in the office back home. field work was great here and i enjoyed my time in the area, made some friends and hanging in Philly, AC was a blast. But my relocating has put a hold on a few things. I was actually planning on taking some classes in Wilmington come fall. Well, I guess everything happens for a reason. Back to VA.... As for surgery, I will plan to reschedule for sometime next year when I'm able to take two weeks off. My bf will be happy I'm coming home. I'm not sad....it'll still happen.
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I did 1000 in each it was huge but it also goes down a lot ... and now I wish it was bigger !!
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Forgot to mention I caught the flu exactly 14 days pre-op. summer sick is no fun and because of sx, I can't treat with any meds!
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Do u have any pics of dimario work,? I only seen two pics on here
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Their. Website has a few
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Hi how is all going ??
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Waiting for doc appt to get medical clearance. Praying all is well
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Upload pics boo
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Wow you're so close!!! I hope you are able to get cleared. Who is the doctor that is doing yours?
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@laina757 Dr. DiMario I've seen some of his work in person...it looks good.
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