Searching for Solutions -Hopelessly Burnt from IPL - Newark, DE

I feel like it should be mandatory for providers to pay for counseling and corrective procedures when they hurt someone. IPL damage is no small potatoes. Depression, Ptsd, suicidal ideation, anxiety disorders and body dismorphia can develop in perfectly well adjusted people who are hurt with this procedure. Having to fight in court for these simple rights is ridiculous. It should be illegal to perform this procedure without fully disclosing what can go wrong and seeing what the potential damage can be. If you disagree that is fine with me. It doesn’t change my opinion. If you have suffered this type of damage to the degree that I have, then there is A chance you will know why I say this. Searching for answers to a problem with no solutions. Spending money you do not have to potentially make it look 30% less worse. Trusting another doc to fix the mess is beyond scary. Some are stuck on A life time fillers that can be dangerous if done wrong. I would gladly use these dangerous fillers if it would hide my IPL issues . Sadly it does not. I will regret my mistake every waking moment for the rest of my life. I am embarrassed to be in front of people and fake a smile while people stare at me in a meeting. I pray that I can forgive myself and Rose Rodowtiz who did this to me..Panzier clinic that did this denied all responsibility. Shame on them!

21 Jul 2020
6 years post
Well it is now 2020! I have done well with prayers and avoiding mirrors close up and bright lights for a while. It’s 2020 and I’m in a bad place right now. COVID-19 requires a lot of virtual work meetings which makes my damage hard to ignore. I have been pretty happy for about two years of pretending that I’m normal. I have wonderful coworkers but they do you know what happened to me. Most of the other people I work with have no clue what happened to me. But they know I look a mess. I’m playing it off that I’m older. And I’m letting the gray grow out. My now eight-year-old daughter wants to know why I have a face full of micro holes shriveled skin and scars. I told her the story so that she would never fall into my mistakes. And when I cry now she asked why and I said it’s the Rose thing. Which is the name of the lady who did this to me. I have now decided she was just incompetent and not cruel. My daughter says I love you mommy but your face is full of scars. So I’m up at 2 am desperately searching for a new idea to try. Considering a facelift Or a Lower eye tuck. They will not improve the scarring. I have been continuing with the dermarolling very infrequently and some single needling. I recently tried DIY saline injections. The is jury still out. I have not noticed a significant change in laser damage with injection. I’ve been also using it on one scar on my nose that the lasers Aggravated. It definitely changed it. It is a large shallow hole. I can’t tell yet whether it made it better or worse. It looks like it might have filled in a bit but they need some other areas worse. If you had your whole face Lasered damaged then you may be dealing with something similar to me. I feel that I really to start it too early to try and fix it and caused more scarring. How was I supposed to know that it would be five years before my skin was ready for treatment? Some of the holes collapsed and the micro holes have shrunk. But they are still very disgusting. Some are torn. I also believe when she melted my cheeks it left impressions of the laser in it. I just occasionally put lotion on it. Oh yes I forgot to mention I don’t dermaroll that much. Maybe six times in the last two years. It’s a painful and a nasty reminder of my problem. Maybe six times in the last two years. I’m in a bad place right now Emotionally. Physically the sagging has gotten better as the skin shriveled. I’m scared of losing my job because once my daughter pointed out the damage ‘ I Started looking in the mirror too hard to close to much and realized how disgusting it really is. I’ve seen a lot of other you who are damaged. I know it literally hurts. I feel like I am the worst one in real self. Although this is not a contest I want to win. My practitioner agrees that she can see the damage. She told me it’s not so bad if you stand far away like maybe 3 feet. Course the place that did it denied All responsibility. I did write the CEO of the company. I also attempted to remove the person who did it to me license to practice. But I am just poor unimportant person but apparently has that Little the worth In the eyes of the Court. I have no interest in pursuing anything as it only adds to my pain. I do know they changed their procedures to to be more restrictive since I have made their lawyers very unhappy. I have gone too many Derms but nothing they have done was useful. The only thing useful is time for healing. But the funny thing about time is you grow older with the natural aging working against you and with all your DNA destroyed on a molecular level it’s hard for recovery. I can tell you But I have reviewed many of your cases and although you may never be quite where you were originally I think most of you have a chance for good healing with time. And I pray you have emotional support through this process because you’re going to need it. I am 51 now and most people live to 70 years. I was hurt on December 13, 2013. So I’m coming up on my eight year anniversary. I can truly tell you it feels like you’re murdered and you to watch your family grieve for you while you’re still alive. So I figure I only have 19 years of this left. I hope to get my daughter on her way to a good future so I carry-on hopelessly and sadly. Pray for me and the others that are hurt on the Forum.We need comfort, guidance and healing. And finally most of all why we were all here is because we need a little understanding and support. God bless

Well it is now 2020! I have done well with having prayer lights and mirrors for the rest of my life. COVID-19 requires a lot of virtual meetings which makes my damn it’s hard to ignore. I have been pretty happy for about two years of pretending that I’m normal. I have wonderful coworkers me but have no idea How my face got that way. I’m playing it off that I’m older. And I’m letting the gray grow out. My now eight-year-old daughter wants to know why I have a face full of micro holes shriveled skin and scars. She says I love you mommy but your face is full of scars. So I’m up at 2 I am desperately searching for a new idea to try. Considering a facelift Or a Lowe eye tuck. They will not approve the scarring. I have been continuing with the derma rolling and single needling. I recently Tried Celine injections. The jury still out. I have not noticed a significant change in laser damage. I’ve been also using it on one acne scar on my nose. If you were than that he had asked me to have them do your whole face or most of your faceThen you may be dealing with something similar to me. I feel that I’m ready to start it too early to try and fix it and cause for scarring. How was I supposed to know that it would be five years before my skin was ready for treatment. Some of the holes collapsed and the micro holes have shrunk. But they are still very disgusting. Some are torn. I just occasionally put lotion on it. Oh yes I forgot to mention I don’t derma roll that much.Maybe six times in the last two years. It’s painful. I’m in a bad place right now. Some of the sagging has gotten better as the skin shriveled. Unsecured Maybe six times in the last two years. It’s painful. I’m in a bad place right now. Some of the sagging has gotten better as the skin shriveled. I’m scared of losing my job because once my daughter pointed out the damage Again to me. Started looking in the mirror too hard to close to much and realized how disgusting it really is I’ve seen a lot of other you who are damaged. I know literally hurts. I feel like I am the worst one in real self. My practitioner agrees that she can see the damage. She told me it’s not so bad if you stand far away like maybe 3 feet. Course the place that did it denied All responsibility I did write the CEO of the company. I also attempted to remove the person who did it to me so license to practice. But I am just poor unimportant parent but apparently has the worTh In the eyes of the Court. I have no interest in pursuing anything it only adds to my pain. I do know they changed their procedures. I have gone too many Derms butnothing they have done was useful. The only thing useful it’s time for healing. But the funny thing about Time is you grow older with the natural thing of aging and with all your DNA destroyed on a molecular level it’s hard for her recovery. I can tell you But I have reviewed many of your cases and although you may never be quite where you were originally I think most of you have a chance for good healing with time. And I pray you have emotional support through this process because you’re going to need it. God bless