Breast Augmentation...long Distance. - Nebraska

Hey everyone! I am a married, mother of two. 29 years old. Breast fed both my kids who are now almost 7 and almost 2. I'm 5'4" 104lbs, 32AA. I had about a 32B before I got pregnant and during pregnancy got up to a D cup...after I was done breast feeding I couldn't believe how flat chested I was...I would get so sad looking in there mirror. I felt it aged me and totally did not feel sexy. My husband would tell me that I'm beautiful, but I just wasn't feelin it. So, I decided, well, if I'm not happy with it, then why not change it? So I contacted a plastic surgeon, ( I live in Europe by the way. I'm American, my husband is not.) my husband and I went to a consultation and I just didn't feel like it went that great. The surgeon didn't speak great English and just didn't seem very warm I guess. So then I was pretty bummed out because I thought well, this is just never going to happen. And then I started talking to my sister back in the u.s. who had had a BA 5 years ago and was very satisfied with her results. I decided to contact her doctor and have since been in contact with one of his nurses who I talked to on the phone and through email. She has been very helpful in answering all my questions and concerns. She had me email her pics to show the surgeon what he'd be working with and then set me up for a consult/pre-op and surgery date. I am SO COMPLETELY NERVOUS about going through with this. I really want to have boobs again and to have confidence while wearing certain dresses, tops, and swimsuits, I just really hope I don't regret making this decision. Oh, and I am very much into crossfit...it's my thing and it keeps me sane, so I really hope my BA doesn't interfere with that in the long run. I don't want to be huge or anything, don't want anything larger than a c cup, because I don't want them getting in my way. :) also don't want he fake look and am having a lot of anxiety about spending so much money on my boobs! What if they tun out totally wrong? too big? too small?Lol...but seriously. And knowing there will most likely be more surgeries down the road...i don't want to be mutilating myself! Anyone else feeling these things? Would love some words of wisdom and support from other ladies who are also going through this, or who have already gone through it. Thanks so much!!