Im 22 yrs 5ft 5 146lbs. I love my body I have god...
im 22 yrs 5ft 5 146lbs. I love my body I have god curves and all but its just that my breasts didn't come in. unfortunately im flat chested... I have soo many things id like to do like wearing a swim suit to the beach wearing a normal bra and a normal top... and just feel comfortable in my skin. I have been thinking about this for about 3 yrs and I think I wanna get it done by nxt septmber
the months drag on. and i dread not being able to do what my friends do... so happy its coming to Christmas so they'll have to cover up lol.... i pray for the day i have the amount i need to get this party started.. i feel like im not a woman yet and it terrible cuz im super cute but im scared of getting close to someone and than they hurt my feelings.. #i wear a padded bra.. so they dnt knw i dnt have breasts.. its frustrating.. i never give my all because of it and i think i dnt get a persons all either because im holding back.. but i cnt give my all until i love my whole body. quite frsnkly im ashamed and i feel deformed... :(
its so nice here so many parties and all and as im in university its sooo damn hard. we had a water social and i cudnt even go cuz ppl were sayin they wud throw me into the pool... lol how embarrassed i wud be tho.. when my socks fall out of my bra dwl!!! imagine my shame.. thts wht came to mind so i stayed home while all my friends went n had a great time.. #its sooo unfair tho... but i dream on for the day ill be in pools too
new year,new determination
im still here coping with this.. but i had said his is the year i did it.... so im savingup for the big move n the big day
so im supposed to move to Montreal this summer in hopes of getting my boobs in the following 6-8 mnths... now my aunt tells me shes getting married so she cannot help me!!
thts so not fear right now.. im devastated dunno what to do to think!!! im lost for words and emotions.. id cry but im just at lost... just tht step and id have been tht much closer.... i cnt live here like this... i will surely die i knw it!!! ladies please hekp mi out here im abt to freak out