Amazing! - La Mesa, CA

I remember at the age of 17 I was sitting and thinking -- I hadn't grown since I was 15 and I came to realize that I was done with puberty. Most girls would be happy they were finally done changing, but I was overwhelmed with grief-- mainly because my boobs hadn't changed at all since I was 12 years old. When I looked down at my chest I saw these weird droopy traffic cone shaped blobs that were supposed to be boobs. They were far apart, funky shaped, and looked more like boobs that a chubby little boy gets from being too fat. In a way that's what they were-- I had grown up fairly plump, and although I slimmed down during puberty my b-cup fat kid "breasts" stayed. I hated them more than anything. When I put on bras I didn't have enough tissue on top to fill in the cup so people could see my nipples if I ever bent over in a t-shirt, or if they were just plain taller than me. No one told me this until late in high school and I was mortified… after that I was stuck wearing sweaters a lot even when it was hot. I didn't want guys to see my boobs and could never enjoy sexual encounters because I was so self conscious about my boobs the whole time. I mean these boobs were so hideous and really really ruining my life.

Around 18 I began to google a lot of before and after pictures of breast augmentations, I was fascinated. I began to see a lot of boobs that looked similar to mine, they were said to have "tuberous breast deformity". Great. I was deformed (although if I am considered to have this it is very very minor some girls are really unfortunate). Nonetheless, I grew even more self conscious. I felt so hopeless, I wanted a breast augmentation so bad but I could never get money for something like that. I felt so bad about my boobs, I felt like less of a woman for not getting nice beautiful boobs during puberty like all my friends. One day when I was bored and googling pictures again I found a website called "myfreeimplants.com" I signed up. It was a boob miracle! It was a website that would fund my breast augmentation. I think it took 8 months, but I raised enough for a breast augmentation. I could now finally fix myself and feel like a real girl.

When I went into surgery last week I had the best nurses ever! I was nervous and they were so comforting and reassuring. One nurse held my hand as they put be to sleep because I was nervous about the anesthesia (which was actually super easy and awesome). I woke up what felt like a second later with another incredibly nice nurse helping me. My boyfriend picked me up and we drove home to LA right after. It wasn't that bad of a drive at all. The pain felt like I did way way too many pushups the day before and was now sore from that. Which was a lot less painful than I expected!

I'm one week post op, and I took a peak at my boobs, and well I cried when I saw them! My boyfriend thought I was so silly, but they look so beautiful I cried! I have never felt so great about my chest. I had a pinnochio moment I finally felt like a real girl!! Hehe I feel so incredible and beautiful now! My chest is a work of art, I am full and plump and round in all the right places. I really have picture perfect boobs! It was SO SO SO worth it!! I think any girl in California who wants to get her boobs done should go through with it, and no matter where you are I think Dr. Pousti should be your surgeon. I have spent countless hours looking at before and after pictures and he is an artist and a miracle worker. There is no surgeon in all of California that can compare. I will forever be thankful to him for making me finally feel beautiful and incredible and most of all HAPPY!

Anyone who has been considering this for a long time, take the plunge! But make sure you go to a really good surgeon. I think it is only worth it if you see someone who will do a good job like Dr. Pousti did.

I will add photos when I am further along in the healing process!