I was huge. 243 pounds and 5'8". I was in a...
I was huge. 243 pounds and 5'8". I was in a terrible marriage and stupidly ate through my misery rather than get out. I had high blood pressure. I wanted to feel like the band gave me just a little help rather than make me throw up like most people did, so I didn't get very much saline injected. I wanted to feel like I did it myself, and I really do feel like I accomplished that. I lost 60 pounds pretty easily then these last 20 came off in the last 2 years through better exercise habits. It has been very disheartening to get to the gym and work so hard and actually look worse naked for these last 20 pounds! The skin on my stomach just hangs. I'd like to gain more muscle now and get all this horrible extra skin cut off in a Mommy Makeover, arm lift and possibly lower body lift. You can't see in the picture but when my arms are raised parallel to the ground, they flap like a manta ray - it's hideous.
?This will sound weird, but the hardest part...
This will sound weird, but the hardest part of recovery was the liquid
diet. I literally put food in my mouth, chewed it up and spit it out
just so I could chew something. Seriously I thought I was going to lose
my mind and I realize this was mostly an emotional / psychological
thing. Luckily it was over soon. The other struggle has been adding
sauces. Sauces became very appealing when I realized I could eat more
that way. But in the last few years I learned I had to exercise and it's
not optional. Sorry to break it to everyone who hates exercise, but
that's the key. :D
Hard to believe I ever even looked like that.