Want to Be Confident from All Angles - Glendale, CA

I've gotten mixed feedback from this users on this site. Trying to determine whether I'm being ridiculous or reasonable. I don't know anymore.

I'm fine with the way I look when I'm all done up.. hair and make up done.. It's when I don't have makeup on that my nose bothers me. And I don't exactly like wearing makeup.

I don't want to get surgery and possibly mess up my nose. I also don't want to look in the mirror and think "what if" my entire life. Confused.

Hi all. So, my nose was never really a concern to me until this past year. I don't know what triggered it, but all of a sudden I started noticing things about my nose and ever since I have not been able to get it out of my head. Matter of fact, the more I focus on my nose the worse I feel like it gets. Anyways, I'm pretty set on getting rhinoplasty. I live in LA and have already been to a consultation with Dr. Grigoryants. I don't really have a problem with my side profile, its the front that really bothers me. My tip is very bulbous and I feel like while my other features are small, my nose is big and ultimately just does not fit my face very well. I would love to have a smaller tip and more defined nose! At the consultation with Dr. Grigoryants, he told me he would make the tip smaller and also shave a little off my nose to make it shorter. He told me this would really bring out my eyes more, and I believe him. I am lucky to have a boyfriend who loves me and tells me "I don't see anything wrong with your nose. I love you the way you are," but at this point this is something that I want to do for myself. For my own confidence. In all my selfies, I am always tilting my head to the side because that is really the only angle I feel comfortable with. I don't want to only feel confident from a side angle. I want to be able to look people dead in the face and be just as confident!! What is holding me back is money. I am a third year college student and I have loans to repay- and I also have never had a credit card so I have no credit, but I am going to get one, so that hopefully within the next year I'll have established good credit. My parents would drop dead if they found out I was interested in rhinoplasty. I am trying really hard to save up to have enough to pay off half my loans, and then pay about half of the rhinoplasty down and the other half with one of the loan providers Dr. Grigoryants supports. I am tired of looking in the mirror and being annoyed with my nose. I just want to get this over with and be happy and fully confident.