Breast Implants: Stories

I have been wanting to get implants since I was 16. Now after having three beautiful kids and being 29 years old I think I am ready to take the leap!!! I have my first consult tomorrow! Eeep!! I am excited and scared and well just about freaking out! I wonder if I will be able to archive the results I want with out a lift?? Or if I am even a good candidate I just can't wait to talk to a ps and see what we can come up with. I have always had strange shaped breasts and felt uncomfortable with what I have and hope that I will be able to have tatas that I can be proud of! Now off to fight my nerves... Eish what will I be like once my surgery is booked if I am nervous already? ; )

Ok I am sorry that I havent updated since I went for my consault on friday however I was so confused after that I didnt even know what I would write... The Dr was fine and I am glad to have met him. I felt like he was just telling me what he thought I wanted to hear. Being that it was my first consault I didnt know what to expect but I guess I still expected a bit more then I got. It only took about 15 minuts to talk to him and then it was done. Although I did have to wait for an hour and a half as he was late. He wasnt rude or anything but i dont know how to discribe it... He was not the dr for me I guess. He said it is the same price for either saline or silicone and I thought that was strange. (is that odd??) and I guess for him the price does not change based on size either... I am just really confused and for a bit I thought you know, I would be stupid to do this to my body... But I want to do this. People thought I was stupid when I got my first tattoo and the next and the next hahaha!! and I will do this too! I am going to go see more PS's and I will find the right one for me. I am very nervous about meeting more drs at the moment but it will pass.

I am also struggling with the idea of spending so much money on myself. I know i could stick to my plan and have the money saved up and get my surgery done in january if I tried really hard but I am a mom of three little people and I dont want to sacrifise any thing with them. I want to go on holiday with husband and them in febuary... I guess i just have to see where life goes and if I can budget enough to do both then I will be a very happy mamma!! If not I will have to delay my surgery ... that shouldnt be hard as I cant find a dr... haha I sure hope to have happy perky boobies for my thirtith birthday!! That may be the new goal boobies by april!! Sorry for rambling but ... well thats just kindof what i do... haha