Future Duran Doll :-). Dominican Republic, DO

So yea....this weight thing is no joke I'm still lingering at 148 n my goal is 155. I have less than 2 months to get it together so i went GNC n bought a high calorie shake.. i was 117 when i was 23 n it got me to 125 n the minute i stopped taking it i didn't gain not one more pound.. then at 25 i bought another one n went from 125 to 138 n stayed there until i started my journey. So now i drink a shake right before i got to bed im going to up it to 2 shakes a day to get things really going. The shake has like 1200 calories compared to Ensures 350. I mix it with water, half of an ensure n some condense milk then i get a wide straw(stick the staw all the way to the back of my throat so i dont taste it) take a deep breathe squeeze my nose then drink lol..u can drink i like a normal person it doesnt taste bad but i just have a horrible liking of milk products :/

Anyhow this is where the PARANOIA comes in....so i work every once in awhile to pay the bills that i have, so the ppl at my job dont actually see me consistently. I go to work this week n everyone thinks im pregnant :/ wtf..this lady actually came n rubbed my belly omggggggggg....then I woke up this morning n laid in my bed thinking what if GOD FORBID my sx gets cancelled n im stuck with this big prego looking belly :-O So I immediately call Dr.Durans office n made sure for the 3rd time that my name was there for may 11 2015. Heres the number if u ladies need it they pick up right away I called at 8:30am (809) 331-5050 ext 212.

My hemoglobin is 12.7 which isn't bad on just a normal diet no vitamins. OMG I wanna shop so baddddddddd they have the cutest spring outfits at the mall, yellows n peaches. :( im going to have to wait until after my bbl to get stuff n thats in june when all their going to have are shorts n ugly ish left over :(

Anyhow something caught me off guard this week. Sooooo im 145lbs now(yayyy me) and i was at work and colleague was like girl you putting on weight :-/ (yea ok I know)... then a couple of days later another colleague was like girl ur butt getting big :-O okkkkkkkkkk kool im not complaining about the compliments im jus worrying about these [RS bleep] watchin me n my ass (literally)...After i get my new booty are they going to be able to tell????? ahhhweellll I could give 2 [RS bleep] who can tell/ im going to b one happy chica. I worked my butt off, saved my $$$, n got a hold of Dr. Duran ill be damned if i let some coworkers watching my ass cheeks stop my mission..ha

PS. Ladies if your still trying to get a hold of Dr.Duran use bellavitaconsultants.com I was trying to change my date n they responded to my email within a couple of hours and told me all available dates duran had. Best of luck :)

So alot of obstacles have come along thus far but my trying to stay focused on this booty. Since my last post ....I booked with Duran for May and something told me girl call and make sure your name is on their roster.. So i downloaded this app called DINGTONE (it gives you free international calls n u download suggested apps for extra minutes) and called Durans office in DR.(her # is on her website). Woke up early n called around 7:30/8. they said they had my name but NO DEPOSIT. Omg had started having palpitations. I immediately sent an email to alluredr who i gave my $200 deposit to and was like wtf is up (but in a nicer way). They responded to my email the same day n was like theyre gonna send someone to Durans office the next day. So long story short they email a photo of my receipt now we're all kool. I have no idea which recovery house im going to be staying at but thats not really my biggest concern. Angie from alluredr was my first choice but im also looking into kindness rh. I also when to see my primary doctor yesterday for a physical then i dropped the bomb on her like look lady im going to dr to get some work done i need some extra pre op test from you. She gave me the "you dont need plastic surgery your beautiful" -__- i jus smiled and said yea i know but im gonna need a cbc, cmp and a ekg. We did the ekg in her office and everything was ok (yayyy) Now im just waiting on my blood work to come back. PS im curious to see what my hematocrit will be seeing that i havent started taking any iron.

LADIES if you wanna gain weight it is a [RS bleep]. I'm 5'7 138lbs and a picky eater. I was planning on starting my weight gain in March but omg thank God i started now. I got a case of Ensure Plus (Tip Ensure Plus 24count case $38 on Amazon Prime {1yr free amazon prime if your a student}) and i also got Boost breeze. But i dont get hungry that often n i have to remind myself to eat more. Plus that ensure plus puts my ass straight to sleepppppppp. If you have any weight gaining tips please share (I'm lactose intol, hate oatmeal, hate porridge). I started about a week ago now im 142 my end goal is 150 or 155. Please factor the cost of food into your BBL budget weight gain is not cheap :-(