My Dream Body Wish Pic - Dominican Republic, DO

I've waited my entire adult life to have the body I want and I have less than 30 days to get it. I'm so anxious i can't sleep,but I thought it would be difficult to do another life shift such as eating right and taking holistic medications. It has not only been an obstacle because I'm already a gastric patient who has to eat portioned controlled meals ,but now those controlled meals have to be healthy again....uuuugh. I've also cut back on sodas,sweets and I drink protein everyday. I've lost 9lbs already! I started at 180lbs on 08/28/3013 after hearing my surgeon say loose some weight prior to procedure for best results and I'm now at 171lbs. These are pre pics the post will be up soon

Okay so I've looked at a million profiles on real self site and I've looked at some of the most beautiful bodies. I've looked at video vixen pics, Victoria secret models, even people walking through the mall to see just how I wanted to look, but truth is every woman is built different and carries their on certain type of beauty. I can reference a nicki minaj photo and still think to myself that type shape may not fit me! I've chosen some pics to give you an idea of what is my type of beautiful,but I'm satisfied just accentuating my own body type. I've promised myself after this surgery to start loving the new me because I resented her for so long. I thought that not being comfortable in this skin was holding me back and I can't go through another huge transition on this body without changing the way I think about me this time around!

Ps. It doesn't hurt to wish right?.....smile