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Hi Everyone. My fat cat sat on my computer and deleted my entire update. Him just wanted some attention, so I will begin again :). I am post poning my surgery for two good reasons. I enjoy working out with my trainer. I want to get my muffin top down, and get closer to my goal weight. That way my face and arms are slimmer, and I am leaned out a bit more. My trainer told me I have a body frame like Beyonce, and she will sculpt me a body better than Beyonce's because I will have muscle tone. I have been told before that if I worked out I would have a body like Beyonce's, and my trainer IS a competing fitness model. I'm in between wanting to see what my body will look like if I train for 6 months to a year, and wantin to my custom made big booty judy booty like yesterday, lol. Right now I'm going to post pone the surgery to mid january or February.

The second reason, I found out I gained atleast 20 pounds since I measured myself in July. Last week I weighed in at 216, and my waist was 37. This is after I have worked out with my trainer 3x a week for a month. My endurance is up, my body more toned, but I've been skipping cardio, eating what I want, sneaking in mac and cheese with oxtails and gravy. I've been stressed too, since July I lost my Dad, changed jobs, still in school. I was set to graduate this month. So it is what it is. Just pushing forward. My goal weight is 170, or 165.

I started the 3 day military diet 3 days ago, today I weighed in at 205. I'm taking 4 days off, eating a can of tuna over salad and protein shakes the whole time then going back on. I'm doing this unti l I hit 170, cause its too critical for me now. I can't stop, I have to go all the way. I know it sounds unhealthy and cray cray, but I'm being supervised. I'm also doing cardio atleast 1x a day in addition to the 3-4x a week workouts we do, drinking 2 1/2 liters of water a day ( and STILL thirsty) . I'm a little tired, yes I'm pushing my body but it can handle it. So hopefully Dr Diaz doesnt get frustrated w me all this moving around. :)

I post-poned my surgery to December 9th everyone. The surgery date was too close to other commitments that I couldn't really avoid. I have my ni anmual weigh ins for the res erves this weekend and I didnt eant to chance something going wrong ande getting stuck in DR, and the possibility of swelling. My personal trainer said she's had lipo, and encouraged me to get it, but said to give the doctor less to work with by getting to my ideal wight first so i can maintain it after. her workouts are truly amazing; she knows how to sculpt the body fiercely. She also said I may not want/need the butt lift after cause she can build me an ass. (Smh lol). We'll see, I already started paying on it so I will continue, yes I would feel better slimming down a bit forst by maybe 20 pounds and then doing it. I need my face arms and thighs to tighten. Anyhoo dolls I still on board just a few months ahead. Ill keep u posted on my work out changes and payments to Dr. DIAZ!

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