29, 1 Child. Naturally Cone Shaped - Dominican Republic, DO

I've been on real self for over a year. I can't believe the time is right around the corner. This past week I have been having so many mixed thought, emotions, dreams, and feelings. All kinds lol its a new beginning for me. A fresh start a chance to reinvent myself. Me but better, more confident. I had this thought kinda overwhelmed me... that men are going to want to want me but for my body... not for me... I've always been begin the scenes. So the thought of having attention like I imagine is overwhelming. But none the less im ready for this. I need this. Im ready to make it with my career. I felt I always held myself back due to not looking right. People look at that. Especially im in the beauty industry. I saved everything for last minute. I have to pack. Question on the plane after surgery what do u do if ur not supposed to sit down?

Arrive Aug 5th to Aug 15th. From new York to Santo Domingo. Having bl, lipo, tummy tuck, bbl. I'm staying at recovery house. Just got my flight tickets. Would love to find a sx sister. Super excited for this new beginning. Still need to pack. I don't want to over pack just what I need. Going to start my vitamins.

OK so I paid for my deposit waiting on a date and everything is fine. I've been a little obsessed lately with images of the after. For me it's always been between Yily or duran. I love both their work but two different styles of results. Yily does more of a ity bit waist and a huge but and hips. I'm all for it beautiful. But I'm a big framed woman. I feel duran will still give me a great result but a little more on the natural side. I guess I need some encouragement. I am doing this for me ofcourse. But basically my boyfriend likes that Nikki Minaj result which is more of Yily work. The time is coming closer n I want to make sure that I'm making the right decision with what type of result I want. Thoughts, suggests? Would appreciate it