Is Lapband the Thing for Me...- Bronx, NY

I am 24 years old i weigh around 300 lbs im really...

i am 24 years old i weigh around 300 lbs im really thinking about taking a break from school right now .. im not feeling well to the point im missing classes already i can't afford to fail and lose my fasfa because i keep getting sick ..its to the point that i may have talk about getting the lapband a little sooner because its getting bad to the point i can't shake off headaches and my left shoulder has been killing me and is tight in which i have been trying to put hot !! cloth on it to make the tightness go down .. its not working ..im scared if i dont do something now i am going to die point blank i have to be real with my self ..my parents got weight surgery my dad got the lapband and my mother got the ganstic bypass my mother is sick with a iron defult and my dad got his lapband removed because it didnt work for him. but i think because they were older and already was set in thier bad eatting habits it didnt work my motheron the other hand has lost a little weight but not like she should have lost more but fail to complete the doctor appointments. so it failed for them but i am worry that i may fail it as well because i love food i cant help it when i am upset and just depression i eat and when i have money i eat because i cant afford to buy clothes or nice stuff because it cost alot of money ..

Today i talked with my auntie and i am going to...

today i talked with my auntie and i am going to get the lapband i will be going to the doctor and start the steps on april 23 im sooo scared but super happy i got my mom to go with me and i talked to my boyfriend and he is very supportive of me and we are going to wait to have a baby .. after i heal and next year i will be getting married yay and maybe see what life has in store for me i have been talking to girls who have the lapband and they look amazing so i am soooo hype and thank you too all have comment on my blog and gave me wise words and made me really think and had people who cared and dont even know me and that made me feel even better about it all .. i will update it on my lapband date and i will put pictures up for you guys ...
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