Mom of Three - Pre-op Appointment

My computer is acting crazy hopefully itg only post once, anyway my pre op appt is tomm It was suppose to be July 13 but things came up. I am so nervous and excited at the same time. I have to be honest I have a huge stomach it is so degesting.I will try to post before pic later.As I read my first status I relized I forgetto put the date of my tt. I will be having a tummy tuck on july 28 which is next wednesday.I am so scared of being put to sleep I never had surgery nor have I ever had c-section so I am really scared of how the pain is going to be. I thought about just accepting myself for who I am now (a chubby girl)but everytime I take a shower or go shopping amd see my ugly stomach I tell myself Ihave to do it.It like once I had kids it was so hard to loose weight I was always the skinny girl now I feel as though I am the biggest girl. what crazy is I use to pray to God for me to gain weight (becareful what you pray for) now I hate my body.Now I am prying that I loose weight.anyway I am excited that and pray that my tt goes great when i come on real self I see people with amazing result I hope my after fact be beautiful. If anyone have a resulf on whatg to wear whagt to eat after surgery plz feel free to leave a comment I am on realself every day. I find my self on this site more than facebook now lol

I have been reading a lot of views,and I think I am heavier than everybody on here if any body have any advice on how to loose weight plz do so.Also plz leave any advice on what I should asked the ps.

As I am reading others people sites I feel as though I am bigger than others. If anybody have any advance of how to loose weight plz do SO