I've always had small breasts, Before pregnancy, I was almost in a B cup, after 4 pregnancies, I'm now an A cup on my left, 1/2 an A on my right. I've been wanting implants for years, but have always had the "mommy guilt"- Didn't want to spend that much money on myself. My job- I do THOSE parties ;) - has taught me to appreciate myself and that it is okay to do things for myself.
My husband gave me an envelope for Christmas, inside it had a note telling me to finally get my boobs done.
I'm pretty stoked- My surgery is tomorrow. I'm getting silicone implants, Under the muscle. I have asymmetry going on thanks to scoliosis, so Dr Fiala will be making some final decisions in the OR, but we've agreed on 400-450cc's. I'm not afraid of the surgery, I'm more afraid of what comes afterwards. I've had 3 c-sections, so I'm somewhat familiar with the surgical healing process.. but I have a mind that never stops, and that mommy guilt is kicking back in... all I keep thinking is that I'm throwing money out of the window and it is possible that I might not like how they turn out. But then I think "ANYTHING is better than what I've got!"
I bought myself an outfit and cringed, then I paid for my prescriptions and almost got sick...lol. I have no insurance, and of course the 1st thing that enters my mind is "That could go towards sooo many other things!"
My husband-He's amazing- has told me time and time again to stop stressing. He's helped me prepare by dealing with my need to get the house cleaned and the laundry done, He is taking the next two weeks off work so I won't have to do any unnecessary lifting with the kids (We have a 10 month old baby girl)
I've uploaded a picture, Not happy with it, but then that's the whole reason why I'm getting this done, right?! I've been wanting to write a review for a while and finally got the nerve to do it :) I'll post again after surgery!