There are many options available so without a personal consultation, it is hard to know precisely what you need. Photographs can be helpful to have a ball park idea of what might be needed. You did not tell us when surgery was performed. Be aware that persistent swelling which can last months will have an effect on eyelid shape. So it is very helpful to let the eyelids heal. For this reason we generally wait 6 to 12 months before performing revisional surgery. In the mean time, yes for some an adverse outcome can be very depressing. It can be very helpful to get professional psychological help for these feeling. In some cases, antidepressants may be indicated. Don't ignore your feelings, consider getting help if you need it. For restorative eyelid surgery, you can't just go to any oculoplastic surgeon, you will need to find someone who focuses on this type of work to get the best result.