Have I Damaged my Nose Cartlage By Putting Constant Pressure on My Nose? (photo)

I have pressed my nose for a really time thinking it will become smaller. but i feel i have damaged my nose and it has become big(maybe because of swelling), but my nose looks more flexible,big, soft and lacking in defintion. thought i didn't like my nose. But i want to have the same nose i had before. I have stopped pressing so will it heal? will i have the same nose again? please help me! I have heard pulling causes microscopic cracks which show up deformed nose over a long period of time!