Waiting for a date to start my count down... will I get cold feet?
Byon 03 Mar 2011
Argh... this is going to drive me crazy. I'm so anxious to get a date already... dual surgery to get some growths removed and decided to get an extended tuck along with my arms. I have offically made up my mind to do this but getting the surgeons coordinated and a date is taking so long (even though its only been 1 day!) My family is trying to travel for my surgery to take care of me, but they don't know about the other surgery... this is like a soap opera... and I'm not telling them or at least most of them. And I don't want to take off time from school either... argh... this is crazy... I'm just waiting for the left side of my brain to say, don't go through with it... I know its going to come. Looking at people on this site is helping me though. Looking at the results and the honest feedback about what I am about to engage in... beyond helpful. This is a great outlet. If I was behavior scientist or a any type of doctor, I'm sure this site gives them great insight into what people in this process go through. Hopefully everyone uses the site for GOOD... I just know this is a great way for me to vent. I will start a count down soon, I hope!