I kept getting intrusive thoughts to cut my self open and take my breast implant out. I had my left breast done a few weeks ago as I was asymmetrical. I keep getting uncontrollable thoughts to cut my self back open and rip it out. I feel disgusting vile amd fake. I feel like a monster but I feel horrible without it. I really just want to harm myself and cant get this thought out of my head I dont know what to do.