I am 53. Need fillers badly, and would like a laser jowl lift as well, but it is not likely that I will ever have the money to do any of this. I wasted much of my life abusing substances, have been clean a while now, but I look like I am deeply depressed\. People are continually asking me why I am upset when I am not. Plus, it would be pretty cool if my my face matched my spirit, if that makes sense. I have heard of "teaching days" at local (Lexington, KY) spas, but at the one I used for a Botox special told me that they no longer do this. how might I go about volunteering for, say, European treatments that have not yet been approved stateside?