I was scheduled to have surgery on the 31st of July, and had planned everything so carefully, including meal planning, sorting out someone to look after me (I am midway through a divorce and don't really have anyone here with me). Two days before, surgery was cancelled. And moved to the 11st of September. Today I got another letter telling me that it has now been CANCELLED AGAIN. I am just close to tears, so much planning and getting ready emotionally for this, and now this disappointment. I don't know what to do, honestly. The other thing is that I have resigned from my job, and this ends in October, after which I will be away and out of the country volunteering until next july. So it's either now, or after july next year that I can have this. Has anyone else been through this on the nhs? I am so disheartened, I really don't know what to do. Sorry for the misery, but it is all a little bit too much to deal with right now. Going to have a good cry and then have a think about it when I feel better....