I am starting to lose sleep and have anxiety about having the procedure. Thoughts are going through my head are: How will I feel afterwards? This is such a radical way to lose weight, but I know this will give me a better chance at living life the way God intended. I look at my husband and son and know I am hurting them by making this choice to have VSG. Hubby is being quiet about it. Not much of a talker with his feelings, but was never on board-he feels I can do this on my own. So, I am hurting because he is hurting. It really sucks because I know I am doing this for myself, and for my family, but I feel so alone in this decision.On the flip side, I am doing well on my pre-op diet. Down a total of 19 pounds (11 lost before pre-op diet). I am feeling good about my choices and I am confident that I will be able to follow the new lifestyle. Exercise will be my greatest challenge but I will get there. I am hoping this will become my "new addiction".I have my clear liquid protein for day before and two days after, complete multi vitamin chewable, calcium citrate chew, liquid b-12 for weekly dose, biotin, protein powder, a pillow, comfy clothes, slippers, chapstick. Have to get Gas X strips! Is there anything I am missing or that could aide in the process?