nearly 4 weeks post-op BA (sub-muscular). so very depressed with the results. i know they're still swollen and you're supposed to wait at least 6 months to see the proper results, but i can't see how my concerns will be fixed simply by time passing. i had tubular breasts, so my main wish for the surgery was to have happy "up" nipples. nearly 4 weeks on, they're still pointing down and their placement is horrific. i told the surgeon i wanted them up, not down and i wanted "under fill" so i'd have nice rounded breasts. one breast has dropped slightly, although from the side it's still not rounded underneath at all. the other breast seems to just be resisting the whole process entirely - the nipple is pointing really down, is misshapen and deformed and there's no under fill. even if the implants drop more, the nipples would only be slightly more perky and still very low on the breast itself, not anywhere near the position i wanted. my surgeon said i might need a nipple lift before the surgery and i told her that i trusted her profesional opinion and to do what she thought necessary (bearing in mind i'd made it very clear that i was desperately unhappy with how my nipples were before surgery). needless to say, she decided not to do the nipple lift - something i'm deeply regretting not insisting on, but as i'm not a plastic surgeon i thought, "what would i know? trust the professionals". she told me they'd drop more and be more rounded at the bottom, but the top part (the rounded cleavage you'd see with a low cut top) already isn't as full as i'd like. so i'm worried when the implants drop more, although they'll be more rounded at the bottom, the top part will look empty & ugly and i'll have to resort to a push up bra to get the desired effect - which was the whole point of doing the bloody surgery in the first place! they're way too small - i was a B cup before (almost a C) was unsure about the size I wanted before surgery. I wanted a D but was afraid I'd look ridiculous - i'm 5 feet, 115 pounds. The surgeon ended up selecting 250cc & 275 cc implants (a full C cup, supposedly). I'm not at my goal weight and i'm afraid that once i lose the weight (and the fatty breast tissue that will unfortunately go with it), i'll be left with only the implant and next to no fatty breast tissue, meaning i'll have smaller boobs that before starting this whole process. there was no sizing, no simulators, absolutely nothing to help me decide on which size to go for except for my surgeon's opinion. i'm still in so much pain and the thought that all of this was for nothing is killing me. i'm angry that i'll have to go through all of this pain again when i can afford revision surgery (which will be several years), when if my surgeon had told me what to expect from the surgery, i would have definitely gone with a nipple lift and bigger implants. this cost me so much money and the thought of having to live with these things on my chest for years before i can afford to have them fixed brings me to tears. i'm so angry that i'll have to get them fixed. i have so many things i could have used that money for, but after several really hard years emotionally, i thought i'd finally be selfish and get the surgery to help myself have a better self image. i hate my breast so much. i can't even look at them and only do when i have to change the post-op dressing. i have no support network and i'm feeling so, so incredibly depressed. i'd been waiting 10 years to do this surgery and i know you don't see the final results after a month, but as i said, i can't see the situation getting any better. i feel worse & even more self-conscious about my breasts than before doing surgery - at least before i didn't like them but always had hope that with surgery i would be happy with them. my first and only consult with my surgeon was literally less than half an hour before the surgery itself. i'm so angry and upset about it all, i'm at a complete loss. i cry everyday and don't know how i'm going to live with these horrible breast until i can save up the money to go through all this pain again in several years. sorry about the really long message, but i needed to rant! women with tubular breasts - was your recovery process similar? were the nipples down then miraculously perked up eventually? did you have to resort to revision surgery?other ladies who've had breast implants - did you have similar concerns? did it eventually turn out ok?