This is getting hard
By 3cshell on 09 May 2011
I have had a very good recovery so far but today is not so good. My drains are leaking and doc said it's ok but today they are leaking through my clothing and I'm getting sad since I have been cooped up and I'm getting antsy to be back to myself. I went outside and sat in the sun in a recliner yesterday and that felt good. My husband has been great too until he had a meltdown. Men are such babies sometimes. I do it all on my own whenever he has a business trip but he does it for one day and he looses it. I guess I really am upset because he got me really stressed out and I can't handle it right now. Don't get me wrong, he is a wonderful man but he wasn't looking so shiney this wkend. Now I'm home alone with baby for the first time today and that's hard to. She's sleeping now and I'm going to rest while I can. Sorry for the rant. Getting emotional comes with the process I guess.