Hey everyone!! my surgery is 22 or 23 days away and I getting so nervous. I keep flip flopping wondering if I should do it or not. What if I die... What if I get the toxic shock syndrome. If I died and my 3 year old son was left behind with my poor husband I would feel so awful!!! Has anyone else had these feelings? I mean I know that it's rare but it is a true scare and it is a possibility. I would love to have bigger boobs and I've already paid for them. I'm just struggeling now... Wondering what will happen with them and how awful the pain will be and will my anxiety get worse?