Am I going crazy?

  • Gina in california
  • 1 year ago

Im 2 weeks post op from tummy tuck and breast augmentation and I tell you last night I was ready to lose it.  My husband and I sat down this am and we found this forum.  I cannot tell you how nice it was to hear all of this discussion.  I have gone through all the things people have talked about.  I'm always on the verge of tears.  I can't stand up, I'm exhausted, my breast hurt, my back hurts, I get muscle spasms at night.  I just want to cry.  I'm stuck in a body that looks like Frankenstein and I can't get it to work correctly.  I see all of your posts and I see that how I'm feeling is normal.  I just didn't realize all this was going to happen.  I thought yes I would have pain but mostly I would be enjoying my new body.  Wow what an emotional roller coaster.  We own our own business and I watch my husband having to work hard to make up for my slack.  I'm tired , I hurt, I want to cry.  My brain tells me this will all pass and it will work out fine but my heart and emotions are freaking out.  I guess it's just nice to write my feelings down.

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Am Crystal Morgan I want to thank Dr. Ekpiku for getting my lover back to me within 48 hours. When my lover left me i was so tired and frustrated till i search the internet for help and i saw so many good talk about Dr Ekpiku of Ekpikuspelltemple@live.com and i decided to give him a try and i contact him and explain my problems to him and he cast a love spell for me which i use to get my husband back.If you want to get your lover back contact Dr. Ekpiku via email: Ekpikuspelltemple@live.com Dr. Ekpiku the great man that is able to bring back lost love
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THANKS TO GREAT DR AISABU FOR SOLVING MY PROBLEMS HIS EMAIL IS (aisabulovespell@gmail.com) I was married to my husband for 5 years we were living happily together for this years and not until he traveled to Italy for a business trip where he met this girl and since then he hate me and the kids and love her only. So when my husband came back from the trip he said he does not want to see me and my kids again so he drove us out of the house and he was now going to Italy to see that other woman. so I and my kids were now so frustrated and I was just staying with my mum and I was not be treating good because my mother got married to another man after my father death so the man she got married to was not treating her well, I and my kids were so confuse and I was searching for a way to get my husband back home because I love and cherish him so much so one day as I was browsing on my computer I saw a testimony about this spell caster DR AISABU testimonies shared on the internet by a lady and it impress me so much I also think of give it a try. At first I was scared but when I think of what me and my kids are passing through so I contact him and he told me to stay calm for just 24 hours that my husband shall come back to me and to my best surprise I received a call from my husband on the second day asking after the kids and I called DR. AISABU and he said your problems are solved my child. so this was how I get my family back after a long stress of brake up by an evil lady so with all this help from DR AISABU, I want you all on this forum to join me to say a huge thanks to DR AISABU, and I will also advice for any one in such or similar problems or any kind of problems should also contact him his email is (aisabulovespell@gmail.com) he is the solution to all your problems and predicaments in life. Once again his email address is (aisabulovespell@gmail.com) HE IS SPECIALIZING IN THE FOLLOWING SPELL. (1) If you want your ex back. (2) If you always have bad dreams. (3) If you want to be promoted in your office. (4) If you want women/men to run after you. (5) If you want a child. (6) If you want to be rich. (7) If you want to tie your husband/wife to be yours forever. (8) If you need financial assistance. (9) How you been scammed and you want to recover you lost money. (10) If you want to stop your divorce. (11) If you want to divorce your husband. (12) If you want your wishes to be granted. (13) Pregnancy spells to conceive baby (14) Guarantee you win the troubling court cases & divorce no matter how what stage (15) Stop your marriage or relationship from breaking apart. (16) If you have any sickness like (H I V), (CANCER) or any sickness. (17) If you need prayers for deliverance for your child or yourself. Once again make sure you contact him if you have any problem he will help you. His email address is (aisabulovespell@gmail.com) contact him immediately.
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What in the world are these other posts?!?!??? Gina -- I'm so glad you found the site and the forum, and I'm glad that you now know that you are indeed, NOT CRAZY! ;) You will feel better soon -- I read another comment the other day that this is like childbirth...the pain and suffering can be so great, but eventually it is forgotten! And replaced by joy! Sending love & light & healing prayers up for you. Take care.
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i am miss MONICA from U K, I promise to share this testimony all over the world once my boyfriend return back to me, and today with all due respect i want to thank DR.UKO for bringing joy and happiness to my relationship and my family. I want to inform you all that there is a spell caster that is real and genuine. I never believed in any of these things until i loosed my boyfriend, I required help until i found ukospelltemple@yahoo.com a grate spell caster, And he cast a love spell for me, and he assured me that I will get my boyfriend back in two days after the spell has been cast. two days later, my phone rang, and so shockingly, it was my boyfriend who has not called me for past 10 years now, and made an apology for the heart break, and told me that he is ready to be my back bone till the rest of his life with me. DR.UKO released him up to know how much i loved and wanted him. And opened his eyes to picture how much we have share together. As I'm writing this testimony right now I'm the most happiest girl on earth and me and my boyfriend is living a happy life and our love is now stronger than how it were even before our break up. So that's why I promised to share my testimony all over the universe.All thanks goes to DR.UKO for the excessive work that he has done for me. Below is the email address in situation you are undergoing a heart break, and I assure you that as she has done mine for me, she will definitely help you too. ukospelltemple@yahoo.com
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i am miss MONICA from U K, I promise to share this testimony all over the world once my boyfriend return back to me, and today with all due respect i want to thank DR.UKO for bringing joy and happiness to my relationship and my family. I want to inform you all that there is a spell caster that is real and genuine. I never believed in any of these things until i loosed my boyfriend, I required help until i found ukospelltemple@yahoo.com a grate spell caster, And he cast a love spell for me, and he assured me that I will get my boyfriend back in two days after the spell has been cast. two days later, my phone rang, and so shockingly, it was my boyfriend who has not called me for past 10 years now, and made an apology for the heart break, and told me that he is ready to be my back bone till the rest of his life with me. DR.UKO released him up to know how much i loved and wanted him. And opened his eyes to picture how much we have share together. As I'm writing this testimony right now I'm the most happiest girl on earth and me and my boyfriend is living a happy life and our love is now stronger than how it were even before our break up. So that's why I promised to share my testimony all over the universe.All thanks goes to DR.UKO for the excessive work that he has done for me. Below is the email address in situation you are undergoing a heart break, and I assure you that as she has done mine for me, she will definitely help you too. ukospelltemple@yahoo.com
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My name is Rose Smith from united states of america. I never believed in love spells or magic until i met this spell caster once when i went to Africa in February this year on a business summit. I meant a man who’s name is DR.MADURAI he is really powerful and could help cast spells to bring back one’s gone, lost, misbehaving lover and magic money spell or spell for a good job or luck spell .I’m now happy & a living testimony cos the man i had wanted to marry left me 3 weeks before our wedding and my life was upside down cos our relationship has been on for 3years. I really loved him, but his mother was against us and he had no good paying job. So when i met this spell caster, i told him what happened and explained the situation of things to him. At first i was undecided, skeptical and doubtful, but i just gave it a try. And in 7 days when i returned to Canada, my boyfriend (now husband) called me by himself and came to me apologizing that everything had been settled with his mom and family and he got a new job interview so we should get married. I didn’t believe it cos the spell caster only asked for my name and my boyfriends name and all i wanted him to do. Well we are happily married now and we are expecting our little kid, and my husband also got the new job and our lives became much better. His email is maduraitemple@yahoo.com
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Hey Gina, the thing that we don't realize is how much of an emotional impact this surgery has on us. I had no idea at all. I spent the first 5 weeks in an emotional roller coaster, crying my eyes out for no reason whatsoever. Luckily my hubby is an absolute gem and would give me a big hug when I was feeling like crap - he would just know it. Don't worry it will pass, but you need to give it time. I'm 7 weeks PO now and I feel amazing. Just think of it like an extended PMS (lol). You will start to feel physically better week by week. I wasn't even fully upright until 5 1/2 weeks PO, and my back was killing me for weeks beforehand. At two weeks PO I would walk about for an hour and then have to sleep half a day. Give yourself time to heal and stop trying to do too much. A TT is MAJOR SURGERY and you need to allow yourself time to recover. Be kind to yourself. Good luck. Oh yeah, I'm 7 weeks PO and I still get the muscle spasms, but they don't hurt anymore. :)
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Flowerbell!! Thank you for your response here!!! On Monday I will be at my 6 week post TT!! Finally wore pants with a zipper and heels yesterday!!! Thank goodness they actually fit, I had been nervous about it since my TT date 03/03/14!!! It's been a roller coaster ride and my scar is still looking pretty freaky at this point, but it can only go up from here!!! Hoping to get back to the gym within the next 2 weeks!!!
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Nope that is normal. In general I am a calm person who doesn't cry or flip out. Not so much since the tummy tuck....I have had more crying meltdowns since I got this done than ever in my life. Then I get mad and snap at everyone and then have to apologize and feel guilty. It was nuts for the first few weeks. It gets better..
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Aww!!! :( hang in there it will get better, we are so indepent women that we can't stand to be helpless and like my husband said when I had my tt he goes "mama I can't wait for you to get better because you are the rock of this house!!" we have a 4 year old son an dlet me tell you it was hard for me just to sit and watch my husband doing most of the stuff in the house, thankfully his mom and mine were a great help plus my best friend who's a nurse would come everyday until I was able to stay home alone ( about 2 wks) don't rush the process please, is frustrating the fact that you are sore every where and can't stand up straight ( I was able to do so until week 4 so don't feel bad!) the key is to do a lot of rest....this site is great and just ask anything and we will try to help you thru....
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Hi Gina- I had my MR TT on 6/18/12 and I felt the same way. At one point I cried, I was frustrated and began to regret my tt. I began to stand stright at 5 wks po and still hunch over a bit after a long day. I also feel a pull in my ab area and it annoys me so much that I can't just get up and go. It seems like everyday it gets better, what I have learned through this whole thing is to be patient one thing that I was able to do for 3 wks then frustration kicked in. Yes what a roller coaster ride!! Now I feel bad for my poor husband because he has been amazing with it all and I easily snap then go back to apologize but he understands my frustration- it does get better just hang in there.
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I am so happy my husband was gone for over a year and with the help of Dr Ekaka spell now he is back! We just renewed our marriage vows, and are much happier than we have been in over ten years! If you are reading this and need help and are lost not knowing where to turn, call or email ekakaspelltemple@yahoo.com You will be so glad you did! He spells work so fast and he knows all about Divinity and Angels and he will even teach you all about that too !
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