Am I going crazy?
Byon 28 Jul 2012
Im 2 weeks post op from tummy tuck and breast augmentation and I tell you last night I was ready to lose it. My husband and I sat down this am and we found this forum. I cannot tell you how nice it was to hear all of this discussion. I have gone through all the things people have talked about. I'm always on the verge of tears. I can't stand up, I'm exhausted, my breast hurt, my back hurts, I get muscle spasms at night. I just want to cry. I'm stuck in a body that looks like Frankenstein and I can't get it to work correctly. I see all of your posts and I see that how I'm feeling is normal. I just didn't realize all this was going to happen. I thought yes I would have pain but mostly I would be enjoying my new body. Wow what an emotional roller coaster. We own our own business and I watch my husband having to work hard to make up for my slack. I'm tired , I hurt, I want to cry. My brain tells me this will all pass and it will work out fine but my heart and emotions are freaking out. I guess it's just nice to write my feelings down.