I am 42 years old and I have never stood naked in front of a man. I was married to my kids father 15 years and got remarried and I have never posed, danced , or allowed them to see me completely naked. I'm so tired of being embarrassed and of wearing butt pads that I think has made it worse. I have posted a few pics do you think I can honestly be helped? I had back surgery in 2011 laminectomny of L4/L5 S1. I want to allow myself this gift. I used to weigh 215 pounds about 3 years ago and worked out and lost most of it got down to 140 and gained some of it back I am about 170 now. I want to hVe that curve people have in their back. I want some volume and be able to wear a swimsuit or a nice dress without a hump being there. Can I get the volume I need and the results to have a nice behind so even from the side I can feel and look more like a women. My husband is definitely a ass man.