hi ladies..i have been reading and watching your pic's and posts since before my tt on 5/23/11. i feel panic stricken that i've made a huge mistake. i am so swollen that it's ridiculous. cant hardly fit into size large sweat pants. i had a combined surgery (complete pelvic recontruction) and saved $1500 by doing so. i had drain tubes removed a week postop, but then developed a huge hematoma, so i've a had new drain tube for 2 weeks! i HAD to go back to work 3 weeks post op (couldn't get more time off) i was just wondering if anyone can "honestly" tell me if they've heard of tt gone wrong. my ps told me all is good, but what would he say? he screwed up..i doubt it. besides my last 2 visits i never get to see HIM, only his nurse/assistant who my the tube back in. im getting pissed and dont know what to do...i am fatter that before the tt. this long recovery is driving me nuts. EVERYTHING is a struggle...from trying to taka a shower to trying to get a good nites sleep. thanks for listening, im just scared that i will be a horror story.