Excited and scared..
Byon 22 Jun 2011
Hello All, Im a 32 year old mother of 3 beautiful children 14,6 and 3. I have been wanting a MM since the birth of my oldest. Man, he really did a number on me. I was no longer that petite young girls with the frame of a model. I was left with a granny set of saggy boobs, spare tire around my waist and streach marks that runs for miles. I have three weeks to go until my surgery. Im scheduled for July 8th at 8:30 am. My emotions are mixed. One moment im super excited and the next im in tears because im literally scard to death..I want this more then anything, but at the same time I feel guilty because Im a single mother and I cant bear the thought of somthing going wrong and my kids being left behind without me..(tearing up as I speak). I know we all have similar concerns, please let me know how you delt with these type of feelings.So far this cite has been my rock. Everytime I start thinking negative I read some of your post and find the strength to keep going. I' ll post before pics soon. Please keep me in your prayers.