I did this over a year ago after I lost my grandad to cancer and my best friend hung him self ... I am no proud of it I HATE it , it's so ugly and people always look at it ,i always said I would never selth harm or try kill my selth butat the time its all i fort would help me. ive no idea how to cover it because it is so big And it runs over my tattoo I am only 23 and it feels like have to hide away . If any one can help me then please do .